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Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Am I Evil?
I think I'm evil.
Why?
(By the way, I feel this is going to be a long and rambling post. So, please forgive me.)
Well, even though I'm not so much into myspace anymore, I do have a list of "favorites" (read lurking) who are on myspace - mostly people that I have lost contact with over the years, whether by choice or not. Yeah, I know all about lurking.
Anyway.
My of my "favorites" (cause how can you call him a favorite when he crushed my little tiny heart when I was not-so-smart freshman?) is my ex-boyfriend. He's in the armed forces and is deployed somewhere over there. Anyway, the first time I stumbled upon it I discovered that he was married to another woman who wasn't the woman he broke my heart over. (Hmm, let's put some fake names to people shall we? I shall call the ex, Alpha. Because he always wanted to be the Alpha Male. I'll call his first wife Omega and his second wife Gamma.)
Alpha, is probably why I always check out armed forces men. Anyway, Alpha had a couple of kids with Omega, but somewhere along the way, I guess somewhere along the way, Omega wised up to Alpha and divorced him. And from the looks of it took the kids with her. (Ooooo!! There goes my evil little grin again...)
I'm also guessing that Gamma might have had something to do with the fissure between Alpha and Omega. But after a quick little evil check of Alpha's myspace page, Alpha and Gamma aren't married. They were engaged. And it looks like the engagement is off. (Ha ha ha ha...My karma is going to need a good strong washing after this event.)
He cheated on me and I'm guessing that Alpha cheated on both Omega and Gamma. But I could be totally wrong.
So, I guess I'm right. I am evil! But guess what? When it comes to matters of Alpha, I don't really care.
Tags: evil, exboyfriends, myspace
Why?
(By the way, I feel this is going to be a long and rambling post. So, please forgive me.)
Well, even though I'm not so much into myspace anymore, I do have a list of "favorites" (read lurking) who are on myspace - mostly people that I have lost contact with over the years, whether by choice or not. Yeah, I know all about lurking.
Anyway.
My of my "favorites" (cause how can you call him a favorite when he crushed my little tiny heart when I was not-so-smart freshman?) is my ex-boyfriend. He's in the armed forces and is deployed somewhere over there. Anyway, the first time I stumbled upon it I discovered that he was married to another woman who wasn't the woman he broke my heart over. (Hmm, let's put some fake names to people shall we? I shall call the ex, Alpha. Because he always wanted to be the Alpha Male. I'll call his first wife Omega and his second wife Gamma.)
Alpha, is probably why I always check out armed forces men. Anyway, Alpha had a couple of kids with Omega, but somewhere along the way, I guess somewhere along the way, Omega wised up to Alpha and divorced him. And from the looks of it took the kids with her. (Ooooo!! There goes my evil little grin again...)
I'm also guessing that Gamma might have had something to do with the fissure between Alpha and Omega. But after a quick little evil check of Alpha's myspace page, Alpha and Gamma aren't married. They were engaged. And it looks like the engagement is off. (Ha ha ha ha...My karma is going to need a good strong washing after this event.)
He cheated on me and I'm guessing that Alpha cheated on both Omega and Gamma. But I could be totally wrong.
So, I guess I'm right. I am evil! But guess what? When it comes to matters of Alpha, I don't really care.
Tags: evil, exboyfriends, myspace
13 Comments:
You don't sound evil. You sound hurt.
Alpha hurt you, and you're still dealing with the effects from that. It doesn't sound evil, it sounds sad.
I hope you can get over Alpha. It sounds like he's got way too much power over you, power he doesn't deserve.
Rob of UnSpace
You're right. He did hurt me.
However, I believe I should have gotten over him eight years ago when it happened.
*sigh*
We each take time to recover from things, and that rate can be different.
You just seem so nice that it saddens me to see you upset. You're good folk.
Did you make it to the get-together last Friday? I was still too out of it to go. I'm feeling better, although I'm not looking forward to the medical tests this Friday.
Rob
Thanks! I suppose so you're right.
BTW: The first 55 Fridays was based on the letters we wrote each other.
No, unfortunately, we did not make it to last Friday's get together. Stevie had a last minute show and I completely flaked out.
Oh, well. Next time I will tattoo it to my forehead.
PW:You are NOT evil. You did not actively plan or act to cause Alpha's predicament. He sounds like a big enough jerk that this was a self inflicted situation.
And Rob's right. It's a bummer you're still thinking about him and the pain he caused you.
Focus on Stevie. He's a good guy!
Eh, women are dwellers. And we do weird things, too. Like, i still peruse the blog of a girl that was the ex-girlfriend of the first guy I dated after the divorce. Mainly because she's like 23 and SOOOO young, and I find her blog hilarious.
Yes, I make fun of my ex-boyfriend's ex-girlfriend, the one he was totally hung up on the entire time we were dating.
Yes, I'm an almost-stalker.
CH: Not, even a tiny bit evil? How about gossipy? Anyway...yeah, Alpha is a big jerk. It's not the fact that I'm still thinking about Alpha it's the fact that I stumbled upon his page on stupid myspace. I must really stop going there. It's just people trolling for underage girls.
Oh, and I do focus on Stevie.:) Ask him.
Trouble: Do you mean you find her blog hilarious in a bad way or in a good way?
I make fun of Gamma too. She's so...desperate it hurts my eyes.
I think I sense another post about almost stalkers.
I find it funny in a funny sad way, not a funny ha ha way. Though I do kind of mock her, by the same token, her blog reminds me of my oh-so-desperate to be taken seriously and earnest younger self, so I suppose i am mocking my younger self, too.
But aren't we always mocking ourselves, in some form?
Oh, well.
Happy Wednesday!
PW: Not even a tiny bit evil. Gossipy yes but not evil.
Ha ha ha.
:)
great read! made me laugh. and you're not remotely evil.
Thanks Sean!
Glad to see that your back - at least in cyberspace!
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